Day 331 Saggitarius, is this who I am?

Sagittarius Zodiac Sign | My Astral Life

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define myself as my zodiac sign, which is Saggitarius and to not see, realize and understand that by doing this, I am limiting myself to grow and develop because I see the zodiac sign characteristics as fixed and definitive.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think that my Saggitarius characteristics determine who I am and to not see, realize and understand that I can use them as a cross-reference and support to expand myself more.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to ask other people about their zodiac sign to determine whether or not to continue our contact as something that is preordained to fail or succeed where I do realize that this is a limited view.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that I will miss a substantial amount of opportunities of really getting to know people when I see them as  only their zodiac sign characteristics and to not put effort in making contact when there is no compatibility.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that I, in fact, can create effective relationships with people just by getting to know them and spending time with them.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to project a possible outcome in the future based on zodiac sign characteristics and having faith in this. And within doing this, creating dependency in faith instead of creating the relationship by taking initiative and time to really getting to know someone.

I do realize that characteristiscs of my zodiac sign can tell something about my strengths and weaknesses and can be used as a bridge of support to strengthen my weaknesses by working on them and so I commit myself to strengthen my weaknesses by working on them when I see this is best for all.

I commit myself to see, realize and understand that I can take the initiative and  time to really getting to know someone and create a relationship with them based on who I am and who they are when walking next to them.

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Dag 306 expanding myself

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I will push myself to find a way to live the word SELF EXPANSION through learning, realising and changing myself in real time.

The meaning of the word ‘expansion’

– The act or process of expanding

– The spreading out of a structure

– An increase in the volume of a substance while its mass remains the same

– The state or quality of being expanded

– Improvement

– Unfold

– Development

Through investigating this word, I discovered other words that are inherent to ‘expansion’: ‘growth’, ‘development’ and ‘unfolding’.

First thing I realised is that to expand myself, I have to step out of my comfort zone and push myself to do that. What I did last week was to be self-honest with myself and spoke up about what I see in myself and others as well. I could clearly see that there are consequences of me holding myself back/not speaking up, as I always have done that way. It could not stand anymore because it leads to separation and suppression and limiting myself, which is not what is best for me, or others as well.

In fact; this week I chose to be self-honest, throwing myself in the deep end, not knowing what the outcome will be. I am a bit shaky doing that, because it is a totally new way of expressing who I am. I do realise that in this process I make mistakes and when I am aware of them, I correct them as I see that I am responsible for making them in the first place.

It is interesting to discover that when I was speaking up, I experienced respect towards myself, taking myself serious in what I see and have to say to the other and by having respect for myself, I see I do care about me.

I am experiencing growth/expansion inside myself and that leads to a whole other quality in the relationship I have with myself and everyone I am in contact with. It is about being real, not taking any bull shit anymore or holding myself back because of excuses that I want to fit in or please everyone around me by keeping the current status quo. I am commited to challenge it.

It is about me, being in process and still having work to do; leaving out what is not working for me anymore and supporting myself with living words each day, so life as what is best for all can unfold it self through me. It is about seeing my own values and principles and live them, get them in this worldsystem.

Lets see which other words I can find in this process of self-expansion that will support me.